I-1798: Idarth

Slot Requests:
Full: Considering || Splits: Considering

Breeding Restrictions:

• • • No Inbreeding unless discussed and confirmed prior to breeding submission
      • I'd prefer to avoid inbreeding entirely, but I'd be willing to look at instances of third row inbreeding on a case-by-case basis

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feels overshadowed by his brother, who seems to get all the attention and love and praise? 
felt pressured to come out possibly before he was ready and felt like he "had" to be bisexual or pansexual because of his brother coming out as bi and he had to be just as good or better than him, feels some shame and guilt around his sexuality especially as the idea of having to come out a second time and tell everyone "actually i was wrong" doesnt feel that great 
has a complicated relationship with his gender due to his sex that he hasnt been able to fully work out yet 

first "proper" relationship may have been with merrak?

introverted. fairly shy and quiet - not socially inept or awkward. quite smart and knowledgeable, and often quite willing to talk if someone approaches him on his own terms or goes out of their way to seek him out. hes just used to not making the first move in social settings due to his brother typically taking over the spotlight
could be considered submissive aggressive, can be quite prone to fear aggression. fairly easily intimdated due to a possible inferiority complex and a severe lack of self confidence (does eventually get better but it takes a long time for him to develop that confidence, but until then its pretty easy to boss him around - though he will not be happy about it and will be angry and bitter about it for a long time after, which can make him dangerous)

doesn't believe himself to be that smart or strong, but is far more capable than he believes himself to be. due to his poor self image though hes almost never the first to suggest anything risky or volunteer to take the lead. typically only takes action if he believes no one else is going to or if he percieves someone else to be in serious danger 
can be quite sheepish afterwards and doesn't take praise very well - it may actually cause him to become uncomfortable and mildly outwardly aggressive due to the incongruence and dissonance with his own perception of himself. may actually sulk and make himself scarce for a period of time as a result of it 

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